well, ok. three more weeks, if you include exam week and study time.

it's been one helluva school year--even more so, one helluva semester haha. whirlwind. rollercoaster. a whirlwind rollercoaster! i hope it doesn't have to end like this though...

cannot afford to fail chem. cannot cannot cannot. /:

AND we might not push through with the final rites.. which means another semester as applicants! noooooooo (not that it's blah to be an app, but still. after all that hard work, you just wanna get it over with. rrrrr.)

istillcatchmyselfstaringatyousometimesohnoes. 

god, please help me through the next few weeks. FOCUS. MUST FOCUS.

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and alot of the songs fit with the setting

Opening Credits:
Foo Fighters – The Ballad of the Beaconsfield Miners

Waking Up:
Extreme – More Than Words

First Day At School:
Diffuser – New High

[“no motivation.. elevation Is hard to fiiind ;P” haha]

Falling In Love:
Rage against the Machine – Bombtrack

[hahaha! Wtf ^^’ am I gonna end up becoming one of those psycho ex-girlfriends?? Nyaaah.]

Fight Song:
Finch – Bitemarks and Bloodstains

Breaking Up:
Paramore – That’s What You Get  [PERFECT hahaha]

Prom night:
Fightstar – Palahnuiks Laughter

Life:
Lostprophets – Always All Ways

Mental Breakdown:
Anberlin – Godspeed

Driving:
Anberlin – Audrey, Start the Revolution!

Flashback:
Armor for Sleep – Raindrops

Getting back together:
Incubus – Megalomaniac

[sawi na nga talaga ako siguro sa pag-ibig -_____- haha]

Wedding:
Michelle Branch – Tuesday Morning

Birth of Child:
Motion City Soundtrack – Perfect Teeth

[this song reminds me of lee haha. Don’t know how it can apply to the birth of my first kid though ;P]

Final Battle:
Michelle Branch – Love Me Like That

[very angry, fight-mood song, yes? Galing haha. Wtf.]

Funeral Song:
Ne-yo – Can We Chill

[ROFL. BAGAY TALAGA SA FUNERAL]

Final Credits:
Stephen Speaks – Out of My League

***And 3 Bonus Tracks:
Katol – Hypnotize [WOOHOO]
Rihanna – Cry
Number One Gun – Pretend

most of this doesn't make sense haha ;P stolen from patinchi btw.

being patapon in high school is not half as bad (i think) as being patapon in college. when you're patapon in high school, it's really easy to make up for it--sometimes without even needing to study.. but when you're patapon in college. oh boy. you know that it's seriously your future you're messing with.

the thought of possibly getting delayed is horrifying, and knowing that my GWA at the end of this semester will most probably fall way below last semester's isn't comforting either.. but at the same time, i really don't wanna study -___- para na siguro akong sirang plaka for always complaining about this, but chemistry ruins lives. (well ok fine. chem with solis ruins lives.) seriously. i wanna skip this and go straight to my nutrition classes. cooking, health, community service, etc. that'd be so much more interesting to me than--analytical chem.. i mean math+math+chem+math+chem=analytical chem. yuck.

it's been a while. hello lj ;]

the past few weeks have been stressful--not only due to academics, as it probably should have been, but also because of preparations we had to do for our sorta-initiation into this org i'm applying for (i'll talk about that coz i really don't want to talk about chemistry anymore. it's pointless. argh. ok. yeah. that's it ;P)

each semester, the current batch of applicants must perform for four different dorms in one week. they take care of all logistics, promotions, etc. we crammed all practices and preparations in two weeks ^^' turned out ok though. i suppose i'm lucky.  there are usually about 30 applicants in a batch. sakit nun sa ulo para sa batch head O_O can you imagine organizing that many people and making sure they perform at least two songs on at least two (out of four) nights, when your set can be no longer (and no shorter) than one hour? nyaaah. but anyway, there were only 13 of us this semester so it wasn't that hard to organize once they started to actually reply to my messages haha. AND the members agreed to let us perform for only three dorms since there are so few of us.

it all ended last night, at the ipil residence hall. when i was told earlier that day that ipil was a dorm for students in graduate studies, i got worried. older people generally do not like noise--especially since exam week was coming up. but it was alright. i think the few dormers who came out to watch enjoyed haha. the members told us it was our tightest set, and that we had improved since our first night (THANK GOD). they also said i performed well--though they didn't actually comment much on my singing ^^' nyaah. OH OH, and cousin mark came! :D so funny that he knows one of the members ^^' "apriiil, kababata ko itong pinsan mo!" O_O wow. haha. small world.

i do hope i get in. right now, since i think i did ok in the performances, its just a matter of REALLY trying to get to know the members. importante daw kasi na kilala mo talaga sila at kilala ka talaga nila. haay. even if i have become more outgoing since i entered college, i'm still not as good at socializing as ice.. or anyone else in makikata, for that matter ^^' i still have crap conversation skills. we'll see how it works out.

~+~+~+~+~+~

Why'd you have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

weeee ;] hahaha. here i go again. erika and franca, i blame you. i really, really do.

cannot fucking believe it! ;D soooooo happy! haha. almost done with everything.. then it's break! i mean ok, so it's been sembreak for a week now. but it doesn't really feel like it yet.

[  ] Socio10 finals (moved to the 18th)
[x] Socio10  papers
[x] Chem16 4th long exam
[x] Math17 finals
[x] Socio11 policy paper

[  ] Chem16 finals on the 15th! to take or not to take. i'd be wasting an opportunity to pull my grade up more.. not like it's exemplary the way it is now. i won't lose anything if i don't take it. i won't lose anything if i do (except maye for time, energy, and brain power haha). hmm.

snippets:

+ math grade ayayay. grabe. disgrace! but at least i passed ;P that's all i was really praying for anyway. AND it's not like i'm the only one who got a 3 hahaha. goodness. "i think that i shall never see, a grade as lovely as a three." now i understand what the upperclassmen in my college were saying.. maiinggit ka talaga sa mga kaibigan mo who are doing uber well in other universities ^^' [eew. forgive the taglish.]

+ i snapped at jam earlier tonight. i feel like a bad sister ;P sitting in front of the computer for 6 hours straight can make you really grumpy.. but that still shouldn't be an excuse.

+ the enlistment process is so.. RRR. hassle, man! i only got 2 out of the 8 subjects i enlisted for, and i'm already lucky. some others got none -____- i hope we won't have to go through pre-rog or whatever. hunting down teachers and begging em to accept you in their class is bound to be a real pain.


2.40am! i should go to bed! not sleepy though. meow.

saturday night, a friend texted and asked me, "how can you stand liking somene who doesn't like you back?"

i don't think anyone can answer that question satisfactorily. if you can, please do enlighten the rest of us.


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last day of school on friday, but..

[  ] Socio10 finals on Friday
[  ] Socio10  papers due on Friday
[  ] Chem16 4th long exam on Saturday
[  ] Math17 finals on Tuesday
[  ] Socio11 paper due next Friday

*Chem16 finals TBA.


i don't think i'll be exempted from taking the chem finals. waaah. i think i'm gonna die. ngayon lang nagpile-up lahat, and haven't done ANYTHING haha. that's what you get, april, for being a compulsive crammer X_x


the pre-enlistment site is being a bitch.